small victories…..

Well, its been tough to actually fill in the food journal, because most of the stuff i have looked up differ in values than what i am actually eating, and i find it hard to believe that i have actually ever eaten enough calories to ’survive’ according to the estimates…. I guess it must have happened, cause i hadn’t been losing any weight…. but DAYUM! thats alot of eating!

Anyway…. my small victory? two days in a row at 394….. thats three pounds gone!

Well, Here goes nothing!

So, I’m starting on a new journey, lets see how this goes. I am sick of being fat and unhealthy. I don’t mind being a big guy, I just don’t like not seeing my feet when i look down. I don’t like getting winded while tying my shoes. The problem is, despite all the things i hate about being fat, i can’t seem to get motivated. partially because my partner likes big boys, and i don’t want to become unattractive to him (you guys/gals know what i’m talking about).

A friend has finally called me out on it. He has offered us a rather interesting proposal, that will give my partner and I the motivation we need to help me lose the weight.

My goal is 100 pounds by June 1, 2010.